InspireMe

I am never one to hold grudges, and I never will be. To resent someone is unhealthy. To hold any negative feelings toward someone is self-deprecating and only results in loss of opportunity down the road. At least in my opinion.

I live my life the way I want to, I care for other people’s feelings but I’ve finally learned to do what makes me happy.  Go back two years, and I would never imagine I’d be in the position I am today. I took a chance, burned some bridges but it got me to where I am now. Happiness is only relative; you make your own happiness, for most people you can choose to be happy. I chose to be happy and it was the best decision I’ve ever made. 

As we’re nearing the end of 2011. I can only say how amazing the year was. This past year, I have learned so much about myself as a person. I know what makes me happy and who makes me happy, I know who to stay away from and how to make decisions that are best for me. I know that my family and four best friends are all I need, without them I’d be lost. I’ve gotten accustomed to Nana’s condition and I’m accepting the fact that she won’t get better. As hard as this is, it’s more important for me to treasure what time I have left with her than be sad about the future. I’ve established relationships with friends that will last a lifetime, and I don’t fight with my parents anymore. I run for pleasure and for myself, I play my music and sing because it’s my passion. Everything in my life has fallen into place.

2012 is going to be a year of huge changes, but I’m ready to face these challenges head on, knowing that I have the right people behind me if I need their help. Cannot wait to end high school and move on to bigger and better things in 2012. :)